sorry i use tumblr to vent now…

but god i just love him so much and i hate that he’s so far away all summer.all that i can hope is that the time that we will just be able to talk on the phone will allow us to rebuild an emotional foundation before we actually see each other again in august so we can actually start out right again.he still has this wall up against me which i totally understand but im hoping so much that its slowly coming down.i can be patient for him,i just hope i dont get my heart broken again…i will not be able to take it again from him.ive never loved or wanted anyone more and to lose him again will literally kill me.

just talking to him again has made me be able to sleep through the night and no matter how mediocre my day is,my mind is at peace…what i thought was gonna be a stupid decision turned out to be a good one…so happy to have him back in my life…i dont even know where its gonna go or how itll turn out,but for now,for once,im lucky :)

taketheleadneverfollow:

republiccityfireferrets:

clockworkjester:

forever-disturbed:

vat1cancame0s:

flutterskies:

everyone stop what you’re doing

there’s a platypus on your dash

Reblogging because I don’t think I have ever seen a platypus walk before and…just…squeak.

fucking love these things

Venomous, duck-billed, egg laying, amphibious, mammals…
Welcome to Australia…

Number one rule of Tumblr: you must always reblog a platypus when it appears on your dash.

FAVORITE ANIMAL YESSSSS

ITS JUST LIKE MY PLATYPUS WALK

i have been consistently single and unhappy for 2 years now…crying on almost a daily basis wondering why im not good enough for guys,what it is im doing wrong…my roommate and her boyfriend for over a year break up a week ago and she’s already found another guy who seems perfect and she’s back to being happy and having the perfect life again already…how is this fair??? im a good person…i dont hurt anyone…my life and heart feel empty…what do i have to do to find happiness in life??? its just not worth even trying for any more…the more i try the more i get hurt…my sister and i have been fighting almost the same battle to find happiness but at least she’s found the one…i have no idea what to do at this point…im trying so hard to be grateful for what i have…and i am…but for some reason i cant stop hurting…AJ please come to auburn soon…i think we both need it…

millebaci:

Emilee….

back at ya AJ.You better be able to come visit me in auburn and be stupid with me sooon :) <3

i will marry neville one day.he is my soulmate.end of story.

this makes me so happy!! finally other people understand!!! :D <3

this is me the past few months.my vagina needs a man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry if that was too much info y’all.lol

uuggghh i HATE still being in love with someone i can never be with again because he fucked up.why did he have to do that and ruin the future we could have had together???